I would just like to touch on the fact that I just spent around three/four hours doing my friend’s log book. This friend uses me like no other, and yet I felt the need to do forge her log book. Why do I get myself into situations where people can easily manipulate me into doing things for them, which make me feel extremely exhausted and tired. Even though I offered, I can’t help but feel used. Although when she buys me dinner in a couple of days I wont feel used and abused. I just feel really shitty right at this moment. I hope she bloody passes since I just spent so much time helping her.
On another note, I am freezing my ass off. My house is just as cold inside as it is outside. How is that possible? We desperately need to invest in some fire wood for the fireplace.
Lately I’ve been feeling really lonely.. I don’t really know why. I like being alone, but for this past week, after coming back from the central coast, I’ve been feeling really inadequate. I don’t know why…
On another note, I went to the hospital for my medical. I got pricked with a thousand needles, and they are waiting for my results to come back, to clear me to start working at the hospital, it should only be a month intil I start, and finally I’ll have two penny’s to rub together, I can’t bloody wait.